driving down Enlightenment Avenue

I am afraid

and temporarily depressed

I wake up and can’t get dressed

wishing o wishing there was nothing in my head

am I forever scarred

but I am not dead. 

You dulled and singed inhibitory circuits. 

you saw the ancient man. 

from a flaming land,

should I play the lottery? 

Come on, we can help so many with the money.  please lord, fifty four million dollars or what 25 million is ok.  what would I do.  trust the bank and go to Nepal. 

lord o lord it ain’t the money

its you I want bread and honey

money is no good I can’t be happy

take it all away and make be beg

educated one

for what.  Russians

the Russians

I saw a woman today in caribou.  will I see her again o great swami?

the @#$% you will.

Cut deep the wound you muther, what have you given me?  no woman, no job, I am so alone but I know I’m not alone. 

am I better stripped to the bone

you were genuinely happy in synchronicity

chlorinated water became fresh

no.  I doubt the story.  I know I don’t doubt the events, but everything said can’t be true. 

I was looking for the truth and wound up driving down Enlightenment Avenue and I am going to denounce it right here and now.  ok?

barak obama is not the scientific reincarnation of anything let alone Jesus Horatio Christ. 

it was a wish, a desire, throw in ex

throw in brownies,

and dismiss the rest.

ok, don’t dismiss the spirit but maybe I should because it was he who mischievously told me without saying anything and I granted him time on earth again

help me job.  give me something  give me someone don’t leave me hanging.                

I opened the door when you were banging 

not every coincidence comes from God